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Monday, May 22, 2006
life seems pretty sucky right now.with the term tests coming up in like two weeks time(which i really have to get good grades for or i'll be seriously finished)plus religious class exams and my social life is ceased to exist.haven been contacting lots of people,and im really really sorry.sometimes i don't even have time to go online.haiya. i really miss everyone.it's like i don't even have time for anything fun right now.school used to be so fun last time nomatter how stressed i was but now it's like totally different.im not saying that my classmates arent okay or anything,they're really great but somehow i wished things were like how they used to be.stress wasnt really a problem for me last time.yeah i was stressed but i could overcome it.but it's not like that anymore.and after i read nadirah's blog,i find it hard to deny the fact that our secondary school days are still the best.it's like everywhere you go in the school you can recognise everybody although you're not close to them.and there's this bonding between the 4e people and sometimes with the 4n.god i love our batch.but now when you enter poly, people you see are just mere strangers.yeah cant be blamed because of the population.anyway,the old school building is gonna be demolished soon,which really saddens me because there were so much memories from that place.sigh and right now im stuck in between.im confused as hell.i mean these people are great and i can really get along well with them.why must it all happen at the same time?anyway im just gonna let nature take it's course.if none of them were meant to be then it's still alright. and maybe it's best i don't get into a relationship right now.after the failure in my past relationships and after so much that happened in the past.yeah you can forgive but you can never forget.the scars are still there till this very day. i can't wait for term break. shouldnt have told you at all. |